Will Life Always Be This Hard?

Lately, I have been pondering this question. Here’s what I mean, every day I must face how my life is different, everything is harder and I have to decide to accept it (instead of begging for it to be different) and live anyway. That requires so much energy … making the simple act of living hard. Will it always require this much work to live? Will I eventually just get really good at it … living, and so it will come naturally without requiring the energy and work? I don’t know, time will tell.