Word to Describe Me (May 21 - May 27)

PANICED - Everyday that we get closer to sentencing, I get more and more nervous. Today I have been sorting through the final details and became absolutely sick. Fortunately, my mother-in-law was here and saved the day again by helping with the children so that I could regroup and gain my composure. I have continued to work on and finalize the details ... are we ready? No, we will never be ready, we will never be able to say all that she was to us, but to the extent possible, we are prepared. We are going camping for the weekend ... good so that I will be distracted, coming home Monday.