Word to Describe Me (Apr 27 - May 4)

NUMB - Sometimes the hurt is so bad that it progresses past pain and just turns into numbness. That is how I feel this week, I am just trying to process and decide where to start again. Just holding on, hangin by my finger tips hoping that a light breeze doesn't come through and knock me off. Meds help control the extreme lows, but don't prevent the hurt. Without meds I wouldn't be able to get out of bed this week. Wondering when everyone will stop caring about whether I am still suffering? Feel like I will just always ache inside.